Hilarious

I thought I could fill a swimming pool

with my tears. I could bathe in a steaming jacuzzi

of my sadness. But that sounds fun.

I turned the shower on

full blast so my flat mates couldn’t hear

my tears. So I could go full pelt, let it pour.

really sob. I wasn’t allowed to sob anywhere else.

I got so tired of crying I found my sobs

hilarious . They were loud and long and

boring.

I cry all the time. It’s been nearly four years

and I can’t stop crying.